I was saddened to learn that Pat Conroy died yesterday (March 4, 2016), at the age of 70. In his obituary, the New York Times says that Conroy’s “legion of admirers . . . hung on his every word, entranced by the naked emotionalism of his male characters, the Lowcountry atmosphere and the page-turning Southern yarns.” Two years ago, I wrote about Conroy’s last book, The Death of Santini (published in 2013) and my long nearly 30-year membership in the Pat Conroy fan club.
How many aspiring writers have been told to “write what you know”? If Pat Conroy was given that timeworn advice, he’s certainly taken it to heart. Both his novels and his memoirs are about what he knows — growing up as the son of an abusive Marine Corps fighter pilot, attending the Citadel as a basketball player and budding writer, losing a brother to suicide, coping with a sister’s mental illness. In his latest memoir, The Death of Santini, Conroy says, ” My books have always been disguised voyages into that archipelago of souls known as the Conroy family.”
I discovered Pat Conroy in 1987, with a paperback copy of The Prince of Tides. My first baby was born that year, and when he was asleep, I was reading Pat Conroy. As tired as I was, I stayed up late, immersed in the drama of the Wingo family — a violent and cruel father . . . a suicidal poet sister . . . escaped convicts on the loose . . . and a ferocious pet tiger. When I finished all 664 pages, I couldn’t wait to read more of Conroy’s writing. I quickly went through The Water is Wide, The Great Santini, and The Lords of Discipline — and then I was finished. The books went on the shelf, and my love affair with big, fat books continued when Tom Wolfe’s The Bonfire of the Vanities grabbed my attention.
Conroy disappeared for years, and finally published Beach Music in 1995. I wanted to love the book, but found I couldn’t get past the flowery prose and stilted dialogue. So it was with trepidation that I picked up My Losing Season several years later. On the surface, this memoir recounts Conroy’s senior year playing basketball at the Citadel, but it’s really about his relationship with his father, his coach, and his teammates, and finding his voice as a writer.
Do you think that Hemingway knew he was a writer at twenty years old? No, he did not. Or Fitzgerald, or Wolfe. This is a difficult concept to grasp. Hemingway didn’t know he was Ernest Hemingway when he was a young man. Faulkner didn’t know he was William Faulkner. But they had to take the first step. They had to call themselves writers. That is the first revolutionary act a writer has to make. It takes courage. But it’s necessary.
Even though I’m not interested in college basketball, I was captivated by Conroy’s story of failure and how it shaped him into the person and writer he became. It remains one of my favorite memoirs . . . along with My Reading Life, which Conroy published in 2010. (I wasn’t enamored with South of Broad, Conroy’s 2009 novel.) My Reading Life isn’t exactly a memoir; it’s a collection of essays about the powerful role of reading in Conroy’s difficult life. A person can’t be a writer without first being a reader, and Conroy tells us how he became a reader:
My mother turned me into an insatiable, fanatical reader. It was her gentle urging, her hurt, insistent voice, that led me to discover my identity by taking a working knowledge of the great books with me always. She wanted me to read everything of value, and she taught me to out-read my entire generation, as she had done hers. . . I have tried to read two hundred pages every day of my life since I was a freshman in high school because I knew that I would come to the writing of books without the weight of culture and learning that a well-established, confidently placed family could offer its children. I collected those long, melancholy lists of the great books that high school English teachers passed out to college-bound students, and I relied on having consumed those serious litanies of books as a way to ease my way into the literary life.
Even today, I hunt for the fabulous books that will change me utterly. I find myself happiest in the middle of a book in which I forget that I am reading, but am instead immersed in a made-up life lived at the highest pitch. Reading is the most rewarding form of exile and the necessary discipline for novelist who burns with the ambition to get better.
The Death of Santini covers some familiar ground — the relationship between Conroy and his terrifyingly abusive father, Don Conroy (a.k.a. “The Great Santini”). But this is a story of redemption — Don Conroy has transformed himself from a monster into a loving father and grandfather. At the end of The Prince of Tides, Tom Wingo (Pat Conroy’s alter ego), says, “I learned that I needed to love my mother and father in all their flawed, outrageous humanity. And in families there are no crimes beyond forgiveness. But it is the mystery of life that sustains me now.” Fact reflects fiction in The Death of Santini, for Conroy shows us how he is able to forgive Don Conroy for his vicious cruelty towards his family. The writing of the book was a necessary part of Conroy’s healing; he says in the prologue:
Mom and Dad, I need to go back there once again. I’ve got to try to make sense of it one last time . . . Then I’ll be finished with you, Mom and Dad. I’ll leave you in peace and not bother you again. And I’ll pray that your stormy spirits find peace in the house of the Lord. But I must examine the wreckage one last time.
Don Conroy was, according to his son, far more cruel and abusive than Bull Meecham, the”Great Santini” of the novel. When Conroy sent his editor a first draft of the novel, she told him she was troubled by his potrayal of the Colonel — “no reader could expect to believe that such an unsavory man could exist without a single virtue to recommend him. To make him credible, I had to include scenes that displayed a softer and kinder man.” This softer and kinder man eventually came to life, in the person of the elderly Don Conroy. Throughout his life, he enjoyed attending his son’s book signings; in fact, father and son made a pact that no customer would ever leave without a book signed by them both. (Of course, he often bragged that his line for autographs was longer.) He was enormously proud of Conroy’s success, and, in fact, wrote a letter to his entire extended family defending The Great Santini:
Pat is a very clever storyteller and I was totally absorbed and encountered every emotion, as reading very slowly, life with father unfolded in this work of fiction. It was as though I knew some of the characters personally . . . Pat did a superb job in developing the character Mary Ann . . . with all modesty, fell far short on Santini — which is quite understandable with such a dashing and complex character.
Yes, Don Conroy is a complex character — and Conroy does an extraordinary job of portraying that complexity in The Death of Santini. In one of the most moving scenes in the book, Conroy describes his father’s grief after his youngest son’s funeral: “Forgiven at last, my father sat in a chair in the living room, not even trying to control his crying. His kids surrounded him, because his love of Tom provided us an understanding of his own love for all of us. It was a day of surreal, uncommon beauty.”
Conroy closes the book with the eulogy he wrote for his father’s funeral. Is this really the last time Conroy will “examine the wreckage” of his tumultuous family? In an interview in BookPage, he claims it is: “I’m going to try to leave the family in peace. There are other things to write about.” We’ll see.
28 thoughts on “My Reading Life with Pat Conroy”
I loved his book of essays about his reading life, I only ever read one of his big books, but would certainly read more, they’re great holiday reads.
I remember admiring his loyalty to certain influential bookish people in his life who often reappeared throughout the chapters. The chapter on the influence of his mother and references to both the book and film of Gone With the Wind was a great story in itself.
My favourite chapter and one that has stayed with me in the years since I first read My Reading Life, was Chapter Eleven A Love Letter to Thomas Wolfe, because he was so honest and appreciative, ignoring intellectual snobbery and sharing what he described as a pivotal event of his life – his reading of Look Homeward, Angel and though not knowing it at the time, entering into “the home territory of what would become my literary terrain”.
I so agree with you — I love the chapter about Thomas Wolfe, and also the story about his mother and Gone With the Wind. I treasure my copy of My Reading Life. >
Beach Music was actually my favorite of his books. I liked The Water is Wide too. My only complaint was that if you were a female character in one of his books the odds were pretty high that there would be a rape.
I loved The Water is Wide. And you are right, Conroy’s female characters were likely to be raped — but his male characters had a high likelihood of abuse as well! >
Oh my – this post is gorgeous and such a great way to honor Conroy. He’s one of my all-time favorite authors and I’m so sad we might have read the last from him (although I did hear he was working on another memoir when he died). I haven’t yet read My Reading Life, though, so will do that!
I agree – my favorites were The Great Santini and The Lords of Discipline…wasn’t as big of a fan of South of Broad. I remember loving Beach Music when I read it years ago, but it’s the only one I haven’t re-read recently, so I wonder if it will stand up to time.
Oh, you must read My Reading Life — it’s such a lovely book! Pat Conroy is one of my all-time favorites too. I didn’t feel sad about Harper Lee but Conroy’s death really hit me hard.
Thank you for this beautiful and honest tribute to Pat Conroy. Your words have given me much to ponder as I reread Mr. Conroy’s works. He has left us with a powerful legacy and I am so grateful for that.
Thanks for your kind words. It’s so sad to know we’ll never read a new book by Pat Conroy! >
I always had great intentions of reading some of Pat Conroy’s books, but never followed through. Numerous readers have indicated Prince of Tides is the place to start, and perhaps his greatest work. I think it’s time to move it up on the TBR list
Pat Conroy’s novels aren’t for everybody — many people find them overwritten. But I think almost anyone would love his memoirs, especially My Losing Season and My Reading Life. If you read any of his books, I’ll be interested to hear what you think! >
What a beautiful tribute to Pat Conroy. I have a few of his books in my TBR list and yet haven’t read any. Prince of Tides is on the top of that pile and I think I will make sure we crack the spine on that one this summer!
I loved The Prince of Tides, but honestly, Pat Conroy’s fiction isn’t for everyone — lots of drama and florid prose. If I were going to pick one book to start with, it would be My Reading Life, which I think any book lover would adore.
I’ll be honest that I haven’t been interested in reading any of his books – before now, and maybe only the memoirs, but I’m willing to give them a try. It probably will be later in the year, but I’ll definitely add some of his books to my TBR list, if not physically on Goodreads, at least mentally.
Pat Conroy’s novels definitely aren’t for everyone — if I were you, I would start with his memoirs. Any book lover would adore My Reading Life. I treasure my copy!
Wow Ann what a wonderful post on Conroy! Like you I was a huge fan of Prince of Tides but then I didn’t take to Beach Music or South of Broadway. But I haven’t tried his memoir books yet — and now you make me really want to read those. Conroy was a special writer and a sensitive soul just like Tom Wingo. thx for the post.
Thanks, Susan! Let me know what you think if you read his memoirs. As a book lover, I think you’d really like My Reading Life. So sad that he died at age 70, when he probably had a couple more books in him.
Thank you for your lovely tribute to one of my all time favorites! He will be missed.
I am crazy in love with Conroy and so sad the reading community has lost a great writer.
Funny, you and I just connected over on Cinthia Ritchie’s website (about an hour ago – her March 9, 2016 post) and I mentioned this post (your post about Pat Conroy) in my comment back to you. What I forgot to mention was that Cinthia and I had JUST TALKED about Pat Conroy about a week before his death.
This is what we said on February 22 on Cinthia’s website (part of a longer interview about book blogging):
Cinthia asked: What was the last book you read that really touched, and I mean grabbed and twisted and stunned you? Do you often cry at the end of books? If so, can you remember the last title that left you weepy?
And I answered: Earlier this year, I reread Pat Conroy’s The Prince of Tides. My first reading was about fifteen years ago. Cried the ‘ugly cry’ all over again. Tears, snot, quivering chin, the whole bit. I was a mess. A glorious, book-loving mess.
I feel the same way about his death.
This is a great post, Ann. Thank you so much for a great read about Pat Conroy!
Thanks very much. So sad to lose such a wonderful writer. And yes, The Prince of Tides made me cry.
Hi, Ann! I loved your comment on my blog so much that I had to visit your blog. And I’m so glad that I did. For I love this post on Pat Conroy. In fact, I cried a bit while reading it. So well done, and he was such a great writer. I sobbed while reading “The Prince of Tides” and “The Water is Wide” was the first book that opened me up to social injustices (I read it as a teenager and cried and fumed, cried and fumed). Such a loss that he’s gone. What I love best about his writing is the vulnerability that he allows and offers to his characters, and also to his readers. I can’t wait to read read “The Death of Santini.” Cheers and have a great week.
Cinthia, thanks for your kind words. I cried while reading The Prince of Tides as well . . . and I’m not a big crier! You are so right about his vulnerability. More than any other writer I can think of, he wears his heart on his sleeve. So sad to think he’s gone. I look forward to reading your writing — glad to have connected. >
I loved all of Pat Conroy’s books. I hate to tell you but Beach Music is one of my top 10 books of all time. I love your blog, by the way.
Thanks, Katie! So glad to know there are so many Pat Conroy fans out there. And I love your blog — I’m a Massachusetts native.
A very heartfelt salute to Pat Conroy, and a good reminder to me that I need to try at least one of his novels. I did enjoy his book of essays about reading but have never known where to start with his other books. Should I jump right in with The Great Santini?
Sure! That’s as good a place to start as any. Hope you enjoy it.
I loved Conroy’s My Reading Life! Here’s a link to my review in case you wanna read it:
Thanks for sharing!
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